I don't feel like finding peace in the chaos.
I don't feel good.
But that's the thing about life. Sometimes we just have to do things, even when we don't feel like it. Where would we all be if we only did what we felt like doing?
And to take things a step further. As Christians, there are lots of things that we are called to do, even when we don't feel like it.
Jesus didn't say, "Take up your cross and follow me, if you feel like it."
Jesus didn't say, "Love one another, when you feel like it."
I could keep going but I think you get my point.
I am sick and today I laid around the house in my pajamas all day long. But tomorrow is a new day. I doubt I'll be feeling better but I'm going to change out of my pajamas and put real clothes on. I'm gonna do my make up and fix my hair. I'm gonna make Leeland's lunch and I'm gonna do my grocery shopping. Even if I don't feel like it, I'm gonna do everything I can to impact the world. Because that is what Christ has called me to do.